Saturday, January 28, 2006

i dont know what this feeling is. i guess i tend to take things to heart too much. i feel lost. frustrated. angry. sad. hurt. i literally feel pain associated with emotions in my chest. what is that? is that depression? is it panic? I don't know what is wrong with me and dont really have anyone to talk to about it. i feel trapped in my own skin. im tired of being so angry all the time and then trying to cover it up. i hate pretending to be happy. wtf. its almost like being constricted. hard to breath. eyes swelling. it makes me sick to my stomache. it makes me feel even worse to know that people have control over me.

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