if it must be done, i might as well be the first to do it

you know. i am so sick of bullshit. if all it will take is me to say that i am willing for forget everything in the past if they will... then i guess thats what i will do. BUT they will also get an explanation on how i feel about a few strong subjects and they will also know that there are two things i am not willing to budge on at this moment and if they dont like it then everyone fussing and fighting all the time can be their fault. if i can be the bigger person and offer my hand... they should be willing to do the same. right? omg now i have to figure out how to say what i mean... ug i hate this part.... cross your fingers for me