all eyes on me

funny how on another site where I post blogs I get an unsual number of view daily...it is so funny that some one or "SOME GROUP" think that I am so interesting and have to know every detail of my life that i might possibly make public enough for them to see.... I KNOW they look... they either are so fucking nosy that they can not stand it.................... or are trying to "catch" me in something that would never hold up because its the internet!!! FREEdom of speach.

I've been doing better. Should be getting some medical assitance soon... maybe I can get to a doctor and get my mood swings straighten out.... Ive been doing ALOT better.


I dont really have anything else to talk about........ so

if it must be done, i might as well be the first to do it

you know. i am so sick of bullshit. if all it will take is me to say that i am willing for forget everything in the past if they will... then i guess thats what i will do. BUT they will also get an explanation on how i feel about a few strong subjects and they will also know that there are two things i am not willing to budge on at this moment and if they dont like it then everyone fussing and fighting all the time can be their fault. if i can be the bigger person and offer my hand... they should be willing to do the same. right? omg now i have to figure out how to say what i mean... ug i hate this part.... cross your fingers for me