Saturday, June 10, 2006

from then until now...

since ive been a mega slacker and haven't blogged in two months, i guess i could do a run down of whats gone on.
ive quit my job. old perv couldn't resist making comments and i finally had enough and just didn't show up for work one day and it all went from there.
i went to the CSE office, got papper work started and i should start receiveing my CS soon. thakn god, if i dont find a job soon its going to be needed.
of course ive been deemed a bitch for this but GDamit, i am a firm believer of people taking care of their children. children are very important and shoudl be the numberone thing in your life if you have them.
that subject gets me really pissed off and going.
so ive pretty much been sitting around the house, out and about looking for a job or just having pity part for one.
i have realized lately that i have no friends. well, let me simplify that. i have two real friends kinda. one is married to a butthole of a country man with two kids and doens't have the time nor money to do things so i hang out with her when we get a chance and the other... well- i love her but she isn't much of a friend to me. especailly when i need her.
then i have my net pals who are great. some of which ive never met but they are awesome.
then i have my ex brother in law, which im not really sure what category to put him in since we WERE family and all that good goo... my EX has always been jealous of us being friends but ive never really been sure why. i guess cause we always got along better than me and him did. afterall we were accused of having an affair. omg-he is like my sick twisted brother lol i loev him to death!
then i have my real friends that live from texas to south florida that i never ever get to see and i miss them so freaking much. The queen is a friend of mine that i have actually only been around one day. i met her through a friend and we have remained in contact through email and the OLM board. she is so sweet. if i dont get this job... shes coming to get me and my turkey for a vacation down in Miami. i kinda hope it falls through so i can go lol
that sounds bad... but me and my daughter have never been on a vacation. never. and she would more than love to go to a beach since she has never been. so yeah if i sound like a bitch saying that i hope i dont get the job and i will let my child support pay the two bills ill have and take a vacation I DO NOT CARE. my daughter deserves to see things like the beach and beautiful scenery. fuck everyone else.
and if that job doesn't work out... im also thinking about just going up to the local tech school and seeing if i qualify for financial and and want to get an envirnomental horticulture degree... seems to be the only thing that interests me.
anywho... im babbling like a brook...
until i have something more interesting to add..

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